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I just feel so much

I guess sometimes, after so many good days, I need a day where I can just be sad. 

For no reason 

But its weird because this sadness just envelopes my being and won't let go. 

I don't know what to call it

It feels familiar but at the same time it feels so foreign. 

Happiness?

I don't always know what to make of my feelings. 

Or the lack thereof maybe

I have just learned to go with the flow of everyday life.

How can that be so hurtful

Its days like this that remind me how broken I truly am. 

It can't be sadness

I just realized how much I need my Heavenly Fathers love. 

But I don't know, all i can say is...

Thank goodness its sunday tomorrow. 

I need indifference

I need it.

I need it bad