1/11/11

Today I have been wishing.

It's all I can seem to do. 

And although my wishes are non consistent,

They always end with you.

You float into my thoughts 

like a lost yellow balloon.

But today, following you into the clouds,

Seem really inopportune.

I mean my classes are pretty easy.

And I don't really have much else due.

But the flashbacks are so distracting

And the memories have me confused. 

We were always real good friends.

Perfect from the start.

But sometimes when you say things,

I take it to the heart.

I told you once...

"I need to know exactly what you mean.

When you say these things to me. 

And also, tell me how you feel.

Cause I just might agree." 

 you said...

"I loved you from the beginning.

I promise I'll love you still.

But right now I need some time.

Wait for me? Promise me you will?"

And here I am. Waiting away. 

Wasting away. Trying to move on.

But even when I think I see your face,

I realize you're still gone.

So here is my plea and prayer.

My new 11/11 request.

Let me live my life with not just some, but

ALL your love inside my chest.