I've been having a bit of a hard time lately. I don't entirely know why. But it sucks.
First tho, I'll tell you about the good stuff.
This last sunday I sang in the choir for the CES Fireside with Elder Oaks. It was a ton of fun and the spirit there was incredible. The first talk given by Elder Oaks' wife was just what I needed and could not have been any more perfect. Oh and the whole thing was broadcasted on tv to tons of countries and people and I was on tv. :)
Nicole won a Laptop. A mac none the less. Now she can stop using mine all the time. :)
I got a calling, I am now a Ward Missionary and am very excited to help my peers enjoy the blessings of the gospel.
Oscar asked Courtney on a date and it will be adorable.
One of my very best friends just found out that she will be having a girl and that is so special.
And Nicole is the most amazing person I know.
Now on to the caca...
Saturday was hard. Michelle and Darron moved to oregon and I couldn't stop crying. I am going to miss them... Like a lot. I went into salt lake for a cousins first birthday party and that was a good time but it just made me realize how much i actually want a family. So the whole way home i was lost in thoughts of family and how wonderful it will be to have one of my own someday. I thought about it a little too hard because when I got home I just started crying again and couldn't stop. But as luck would have it I have an AMAZING best friend who hugged me and played with my hair and sang me to sleep. :)
On monday I hated being a girl. I had cramps all day. Classes suck when you're in pain.
Then on tuesday I attempted to donate blood but with the whole girl thing my iron was two points too low to donate. (It would have been my first time donating but its okay, I look forward to the next blood drive.) So while I was waiting for Nicole to finish donating I set my wallet on the chair next to me.
Bad idea.
I forgot my wallet there and didn't even realize it till it was too late to do anything about it. I was quite okay with waiting till the next morning to look for it, sure that the blood drive people would have found it and kept it for me, but Nicole was freaking out which made me freak out. I decided to go look in the lost and found, retrace my steps, look for and talk to the campus police, and all this with out telling anyone where i went. Nicole was upset to say the least. She came looking for me, eventually found me, and helped me look. We found nothing but she was finally feeling like it was okay to wait till the morning to do anything else. But being the baby that I am i sat on the porch and was crying because if we couldn't find my wallet then we would not be able to finish our plans for the weekend and that would suck. As I was crying my eyes out a girl passed and stopped to see what was wrong. Her name is Cami and she is very nice. She met Nicole and I once and has since then said hi and remembered our names every time. I was so surprised and set aback by her kindness and her advice. She listened to my story about losing my wallet and simply said, "have you prayed?" I sat there, feeling so dumb for not taking the time to talk to my Father in Heaven before doing anything else. I need to be better at that.
On wednesday I found my wallet and classes weren't so bad. I was doing pretty good but by the time night came I was feeling down again. I think it was because Nicole was ornery and her mood kind of effects mine. But it was okay, I went to sleep and woke up better.
I don't know about you, But sometimes life is hard. And after it hasn't been hard for a while its easy to look at these little things and think that they are big. But I think the rest of this week will be better. At least I hope it will be.
Thats all for now.
- Me
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